~ 7 April 2011

I am house-sitting in a mansion. Strange things keep happening around the house which have no explanation. Things are being moved around.. getting broken.. going missing. I am worried that the home owners will think that i have done these things.

I am upstairs and hear noise. I walk out to the stairway and look down the balcony to the first floor. I see a strange looking creature who is very tall, bony and oddly shaped. I realize that it is a demon and that he is responsible for all the strangeness around the house. I run to the bedrooms, taking off the cording on the mattresses. I fashion them into a long rope and make a noose out of it. I lasso the demon and tighten it around his neck. He starts to freak out and make horrible noises and pull at the rope. I am not sure what to do next but i know that i have to stop him from trying to pull me down to him. So i pull up on the rope and then start swinging it so that he is banging against the side of the staircase. I do this as hard as i can so i can kill him. He suddenly turns himself into my cat and he looks at me like i am doing something horrible to him so i have to stop. I tie the rope to the balcony banister while i decide what to do next.

He changes himself into a person and begins moaning for help. He says that i am hurting him and asks me to please stop. I feel very confused and consider letting him go. I keep trying to call my friend Amber, but the numbers on the phone keypad keep disappearing and i can't remember her phone number. The doorbell rings. I run to answer it and it is a delivery person. He tells me that when he delivered something to the house the week before that he left his briefcase there. I tell him that i am not the homeowner and that i am just watching the house and that i don't know anything about his briefcase. As i am talking to him i notice that there is a briefcase in the corner of the porch. I ask him if this is what he is looking for and he says "yes" and takes it and begins to leave. As he is leaving i debate whether or not to tell him what is going on. I decide to ask for his help. I tell him that i have lassoed a demon in the house. He begins backing off the porch as if i am crazy and he keeps saying "Hey lady, i am just a courier. I don't get involved with demons".

~ 12 November 2010

I go into my basement to look for something. While i am down there i notice an old, aluminum tub like the kind that was used when kids bobbed for apples. It is filled with water and there is a dead mouse floating in it. I try to scoop up the mouse so i can bury it, and then i notice that it is moving and still alive, despite the fact that its throat has been ripped out. I get very upset and am trying to find a way to help him, but i know there is nothing i can do. He crawls out of the tub and underneath a Christmas Tree and disappears.

~ 8 November 2010

I am standing at a beautiful, clear lake. A guy who looks like Eddie Vedder gives me an antique shelf with several tiers. I decide to go swimming and take the tiered shelf in the water with me for safekeeping. As i am swimming around, i notice that the lake has become thick with weeds and the water has become murky and dark. I go back to shore and lay there to dry off. I begin to get very itchy and notice that a thick, green moss is covering my entire body. I peel it off, but it soon grows back. I repeat this pattern of peeling and growing several times. Suddenly, i am on a college campus looking for help. But people keep misdirecting me to the campus clinic. As i am walking, the moss grows over my eyes and seals them shut.

~ 3 June 2010

I dreamt that i was in some sort of danger, and so i ran into the Penny Candy store that used to be at the top of my street when i was a child. I always felt
safe there, so it stands to reason that i would have found comfort there in the dream.

I was picking out candy, and looking at old comic books, and then the lady said the store was closing, so i went outside and was reading a comic, and some guy
came running around the corner, and asked me to hide him but before i could some other guy came and threw him through the plate glass window of the store,
and his arm got sliced off, and i was holding the arm and not knowing what do to with it.

I was worried because blood was squirting out of it, and i felt that if i laid it face down, that it would get infected by the dirt on the ground, and the guy wouldn't be
able to have it reattached, but if i left it face up, i was worried that all the blood would squirt out, and the arm would die.

~ 2 June 2010

I dreamt that someone was trying to kill my mother [who in reality died 11 years ago] with some injectible drug. Then they came after me because they were going to administer the drug to me as well. There were other people who had already received the drug and it was was turning them into stone zombies who couldn't move any part of their bodies except their mouths to scream. There was a horrible sound coming from all of them. Someone stopped me and said "This sometimes happens on Water Night" and i was confused by the statement.

Then i was transported to a small island where there were strange rituals being performed. One of the rituals involved the cutting out of teeth of all males who were present. Another ritual revolved around people having to drink a bright green coloured substance that smelled like lemons. One woman who was wearing a long white dress decided to cut out her own tongue and he threw it at me as if it were a prize. She seemed puzzled when i moved out of the way instead of trying to catch it.

I decided to walk away from this crowd of people and i wandered into the jungle. I then remembered that i had lost my burgundy pillowcase there at some time in the past. So i started to look for it. I heard a rustling sound and something walked out from the darkness. It was *‡* and this startled me because i didn't expect to see him here. I asked him what he was doing in the jungle and he said he had come to look for a burgundy pillowcase he lost there a long time ago.

~ 16 April 2009

I am living in the house that i grew up in as a child. I am sleeping in the old canopy bed that i used to sleep in. I hear noises and i wake up. I realize that there is another family living in the house that is not my grandmother and aunt whom i lived with then. Someone comes into my room and i see that it is an old woman who looks rather monstrous. She comes to lay down on top of me in the bed and i know that i have to kill her or she will take my breath away and kill me. So i roll over and lay on top of her, cutting her throat with a knife that i find on my nightstand. She starts to gag and gasp for breath and i am afraid the other members of her family will hear her and come to her rescue. So i hold my hand over her mouth and i can feel heat building up. The heat turns into a fire and burns right through my hand so i cover her mouth with my other hand.

When i am sure she is dead i climb out my bedroom window and sneak around the back of the house. I look through the patio door and see that the family is on the patio, eating a boy that lived next door to me. Suddenly, it is daytime and i am planting flowers in the garden behind the house but the soil is filled with strange insects that keep trying to crawl up my legs. Then it is night again and i am back to looking through the patio door watching the family eat the boy who lived next door. I decide to run for help but when i get out to the street all the other houses on the block are gone and i don't understand what happened to them.

I see a car coming down the street and i flag it down. I get in and it drives away, and i look over to see who is operating the car and realize that no one is there. I take the wheel and slide over into the drivers seat. Then i am on a train that is filled with people and the conductor is walking up and down the aisles saying "This has happened before and it is happening again". A boy who is sitting next to me leans over and whispers something in my ear, but i cannot hear what he said. I start to feel very warm and i begin to perspire. I cannot stop this and i begin to sweat profusely. I wake up and am completely drenched and have a horrible headache which lasts for the rest of the night.

~ 2 April 2009

I was living in my old apartment on Angel Street where i used to live in about 11 years ago. It was a pretty big place and in the dream there were a lot of other people living there with me so i tried to stay in my room as much as possible because it made me nervous to be around those people.

Then i had to go out to the kitchen to get something to eat and when i went in there i noticed that *‡* was sitting at the table. It hurt my heart just to see him so i went rushing back to my room trying to avoid him because the pain of seeing him was so great. But as i was sitting in my room i started to really feel sad that this might be the last chance i ever had to see him again. I could actually feel my heart pulling me toward him!

So i went out of my room to look for him but someone told me that he already left. I then got completely frantic and ran down three flights of stairs hoping to catch him as he left. But when i got outside i saw that there were no cars in front of the house and i assumed he was gone forever.

So i came back up to the apartment and i was standing on the top landing crying harder than i have ever cried in my life because i was so sad that i would never see him again. And i was leaning over the railing and sobbing so hard that my tears were falling over the banister. And then all of a sudden i noticed that the tears were forming something. And then i saw that they were forming into him and he was rising up out of them. And he came up the stairs with this look of love and longing in his big, dark eyes and it was such a beautiful moment. He hugged me really tightly and he didn't say a word but i could FEEL all the words he was thinking going straight into my heart. It was so overwhelming... in an amazing way that i have never felt before.

~ 20 March 2009

I am standing in my kitchen and i see a centipede on the floor. As i am looking at it, it turns into a millipede. I crush it with my foot and when i lift my foot up, it is in the shape of a flattened bird. The bird reanimates itself and flies into the pilot light on my heater and explodes into dust.

~ 10 October 2008

In this dream i am living in a cool old house at the top of a very steep hill. I am an ambulance driver and able to keep the ambulance at my house overnight. It isn't a modern ambulance but instead, an antique one which is long and white with a big red cross on it. It is so cool looking, and i am excited to get to keep it at my house. In the dream, my friend Sly was my neighbor. And she and i were getting really upset because there was this gang of kids who are hanging around the neighborhood, playing loud rap music and doing little else but causing trouble for everyone.

So, once day Sly and i saw some of these kids flattening the tires of another neighbor and we reported them to the police. The cops never showed up but somehow the kids knew that we reported them. And that night Sly and i were coming back to my house from somewhere else. The first thing that we noticed was that those kids were all lined up, one on each of the many stairs leading up to the house. But instead of being human and animated they were all frozen like statues in weird positions.

Sly and i got really creeped out and came in my house and just as we shut the door, the kids became animated and started rushing at the house. We locked the door but somehow one of them had a copy of the key and they got in and started coming down the hallway to the room where we were hiding. They broke down the door and they were going to kill us so we had to strangle them with twine, which was the only thing in that room. And then we figured that no one would believe that kids had attacked us, so we buried their bodies in the woods near our houses and never reported the crime

~ 20 September 2008

I am in an elevator and some man is trying to escape from the police. He is on top of the elevator car and he is shot from above by the cops. His entire body blows apart and leaks into the elevator car and i get pieces of him on my skin and in my eyes.

I am told that his body is toxic and i have to be quarantined until the health department can do further testing to determine the next course of action. Then someone from the health department hands me something that looks like packing tape with a red powdery substance which i think is candy. I lick it and it turns out to be Cayenne Pepper. I am gasping for air and my eyes are so watery that i cannot see.

A stranger wearing a red vest comes to visit me. He tells me odd things like "there is no such thing as 3 of 7", and "a small space is much bigger in the other dimension", and "if only i had some of the important ones". I do not understand what he is talking about but it is apparent that he expects me to understand.

I go to the window of the room and look out and i see a woman on the ground who is wearing a hospital gown and has her arms stretched out. She is motioning for me to come down to her. I open the window, pretending to get some air and then i jump from the window. The woman below moves away and just before i crash into the ground, i turn into a pink flower and find myself growing out of the ground. I try to move my arms but they are now only leaves.

~ 24 July 2008

I am in an airport coffee shop. I sit down at a table with a strange woman. We begin to converse and as we do, i slowly realize that she is a man that i know, in drag. We talk for a while and i begin to feel bad that he has to hide his real self like this. He too gets very sad and weary and lays across my lap in a pose that reminds me of The Pieta. He soon falls asleep.

Suddenly, a guy wearing a hoodie crouches down at my feet. He slices my friend to death with a razor that is shaped like the letter "D". During the attack he stabs me in the vagina. I run to the ER with blood pouring down my legs. I tell myself that it is only sweat so that i don't freak out too much. I arrive at the hospital which has long corridors and i ask for directions to the ER, but the directions that everyone gives me are wrong and i can't find the ER.

~ 9 July 2008

In this dream i was living in another house with a few other people and i was laying in bed watching TV with one of the other roomies. Then someone else came and told me that i should go into the kitchen. So i did and i saw "F"... hanging from the ceiling. He was wearing a red suit that looked like a Santa Claus suit without the white trim. And there was a song playing. It was an old country song by Gene Autry that i have heard before in western movies.. i think it is called "Red River Valley".

I freaked out and started falling apart and ran into the bathroom. F was in there, but he had gained a lot of weight. He was frantically cutting off his hair. He cut it off up to the shoulders and he was talking to himself in the mirror in non-sequitur phrases saying things like "it is supposed to be red!" and "i can't locate the blossoms" and "have you seen her?".

And then he turned around and saw me and ran over and hugged me so tight that i could barely catch my breath. And i hugged him back. It was then that i glanced over his shoulder into the mirror and saw that he had no reflection and it looked like i was hugging the air.

~ 7 July 2008

I was visiting Iggy Pop and we were in his bedroom. The room was so small that there was barely enough room for the bed. The ceiling was really low and i started to feel claustrophobic. I guess we were going to do it or something, because the next thing i know, we were in his bed. And it was then that i realized the entire bed and room was crawling with fleas. I started to freak out and yelled at him saying how i had cats at home and if the fleas got in my hair then i would transfer them to my cats. So i ended up running out and came back home.

~ 25 December 2007

I am walking outside at night. I hear an announcement being made about a mysterious light in the sky. I look to the sky and at first i do not see anything but after a while i can see a dark gray snowflake pattern that fills the entire black sky. There is a woman standing on a podium with a veil over her face. She is interpreting the meaning of the strange pattern in the sky. She claims that this pattern can save the world and solve all of its problems. I feel very uneasy with the interpretation, and i try to warn the other people who are listening to the woman, but everyone is like a mesmerized zombie and does not hear what i am telling them.

~ 20 December 2007

I walking up the stairs of a building, trying to get to the 4th floor. I am holding a cat in each of my arms. I get to the top of the stairs where there is a long, dark hallway but it is only half as high as a normal hall would be. I look down the hallway and out of the darkness comes a crawling woman with scars on her face. She is holding a green candle and is trying to force it into my hand. I do not want to take it from her but i cannot resist.